Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Poor is

Poor is....

Walking around with holey shoes so your kids can eat.
Approved for the free meals program at school.
Feeling sick and still going to work cause you have to.
Walking an hour and a half home cause you can't afford the bus.
Scrounging the sidewalk for change to afford a dollar burger.
Your kids scrounging for change to buy candy.
Dumpster diving.
Qualify for food stamps and still not eating healthy.
Washing your clothes in the bathtub.
No joining the band at school.
No qualified after school care for you kids.
Online work for pennies to afford extras.
Nothing to bring to family functions.
Stocking up at leftover take homes during family holiday functions.
Getting suckered at scams cause you are desperate for money.
Stealing cause you can't afford what you need.
Waiting for tax season to catch up on bills.
Waiting for taxes to take your family out to dinner.
Sleeping on a park bench.
Trailer parks or ghettos.
No pets.
Goodwill for clothes.
No medicine or doctors.
Tooth pain and bad teeth.
Broke before payday.
No birthday parties.
No buying gifts.
Using grocery bags for trick or treating.
Halloween costumes from the closet.
No air conditioning in the summer, no heater in the winter.
Asking for help with everything.
No 401k or retirement plan.
No auto insurance.
10 yr old car or no car.
No money, credit, or assets to help your dreams.
Bad credit or no credit.
State health insurance.
Pay by the week rentals.
Higher finance rates and longer payoff terms.
Never having what you want.
New definitions to needs and luxury.
Having to give up your kids.
Marriage falls apart.
An early grave.

Poor is beyond the imagination of anyone that hasn't lived it.

Susan Eldridge

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Letter to Ridley School District regarding iPad

 Here is a copy of the letter I plan on sending to my daughter's school office and the superintendent's office.  Let me know what you think, and feel free to copy and use my letter for your own use just sub your child's name for mine. 

To whom it may concern:

In regards to the Ridley School District distribution of iPads to all students. This is a formal withdrawal from the iPad Rental program.

I do not wish my child, Lila (insert school, teacher, and grade), to borrow an iPad for home use, nor use one inside her classrooms. I will not allow her to accept responsibility for a device that does not belong to her nor a device that costs more than my weekly paycheck. I neither have the resources nor the desire to take responsibility for anything that does not belong to me or my child. I will NOT sign a hold harmless agreement, I will NOT hold harmless Ridley School district or (her school) from any personal injury due to my child because some unrelated individuals think she may have an iPad in her bag.
If (her school), any teacher, or Ridley School district allows my child to touch, use, or borrow an iPad that does not belong to her or me it will be with the understanding that the person allowing my child to do so is being held responsible, since this is against parental wishes.

On a side note: I do own an iPad that Lila may borrow for homework at home under my direct supervision. Any assignment that requires technology use needs to be sent home and I will supervise her use of my personal iPad. I believe Lila is too young for free range, unsupervised use of an iPad which is why we bought her a Nabi instead of an iPad months ago under a Best Buy associates recommendation. She may bring, and has, her Nabi to school and use that. It is a kid-friendly alternative to the Apple iPad.

If you have any questions feel free to contact me

My name
Phone Number
email address

Monday, September 9, 2013

Ridley School District Ipads

So, Ridley School District has taken it upon themselves to say children as young as kindergarten are responsible enough to take care properly of a $400 device, and plan on giving out an IPad to every Ridley student on September 20th, 2013.  If you expect a pretty note about the benefits on mobile technology learning or internet, you have come to the wrong place.  I am so vehemently against this that I can barely express it.  Which is why it has taken me so long to get around to writing about it.  Lets start with the pros, shall we, its a much shorter list.  Ridley themselves only list 8 pros.  Here is their list:

1. iPads represent a new “space” in technology: This space is between the mobile space (phones and iPods)
and the portable space (laptops and netbooks). This “space” is expanding everyday.
2. Personalize learning: it is widely recognized the 1 to 28 one-way knowledge-transfer model is fast
becoming redundant. As teachers and lectures begin to create new ways of tackling this issue, the iPad
could play a useful role in this transformation.
3. Low maintenance: the iPad needs little if any maintenance and installing “apps” is simple, quick, and
easy – there is less need for technical support.
4. It’s a blank canvas; the iPad is a tactile and engaging handheld device which could transform the way
young people learn
5. Instant-on and all day battery: it’s possible to get on the internet instantly.
6. Auto-save: Apps on the iPad save automatically. No more excuses like “I forgot to save my homework!”
7. Contextual Learning: the iPad is an “anywhere anytime” learning device. This makes it ideal for projects
and learning which take place out of the classroom.
8. Personal Learning Studio: the iPad can be a science lab, literacy tool, research station, history archive,
language lab, art canvas, video editing suite, games console, and library.

I have to admit I love my Ipad.  It goes everywhere I go.  I also teach preschool children.  3 to 5 yrs old.  I do use my Ipad with my prek children, but I never allow them to pick it up and they stand right next to me the whole time.  They love it and consider it a treat.  There are some really great apps for their age and helps reinforce what I teach in a new and fun way. 

Ok, now with the cons, and yes that is the only pros to kids having an Ipad for learning. 

First, lets say each child will always act responsibly and carefully, you still can have the x-factor of life.  Not all of our richie, rich Ridley students are middle class as some might wish to think.  Some of these students actually qualify for free lunch, and foodstamps.  These children walk home from school, or their parents walk with them.  What about if its raining?  Snowing?  What if it is just wet outside and a car splashes a child walking.  How about slipping or falling down?  And what about those kids who go from school to after school activites such as baseball, football, soccer, or another activity.  Do those kids leave their bookbags in their lockers?  Oh right, Ridley doesn't give lockers until 8th grade.  So they are carrying those Ipads onto a field of active children.  Maybe they put them on a bench, under the bench, in the dirt, mud?  What do they care, its not like the Ipads are theirs. 
What about those kids who walk home by themselves.  They could be a target for thieves.  Don't tell me just cause someone steals that they are not intelligent!   Ridley is going to make a green shirt a sign for any thief.  My 9yr old might as well by wearing a sign that says, "I am 9 yrs old and can't fight back.  Ive got a $400 Ipad in my bag, go ahead, take it." Do you really think thieves don't know how to take a tracker off an Ipad??  You are only making our children targets.  What do you think will happen to the kid who doesn't take one home and gets accosted by a thief?  Who hasn't heard stories of would-be thieves beating the crap out of someone who didn't have what they wanted.  Do you think they wouldn't do that to a child?  Now how about a 16 yr old girl?  What do you think they will get? 
    Oh yes, my mind goes there.  Anyone who knows me knows I have an extremely paranoid mind, if anything can go wrong for a situation, I will see it. 
   Lets talk about those children who go from school to an after-care facility.  So Ridley believes if anything happens at an after care facility, that facility's insurance will pay for the Ipad.  Well, folks Ridley is WRONG!  I work in an after care facility, One my parents called every after care facility in the area and all say they will NOT be responsible for any IPads.  How does Ridley expect an after care facility to keep track of 30+ Ipads every single day.  I see bookbags in the wrong place, hanging open, thrown whereever.  I have seen what some of these young kids do with their kindles, and ds' One kid left their backpack open lying on the floor in the middle of the hall with their kindle directly on top.  Just waiting for any child to run down the hall and step on it.  How many DS' and kindles have we found and returned?  Too many to count.  And lets say the children all have their Ipads out, they are doing their homework and oh!  Internet bandwidth is exceeded and crashes?  Yeah, and what about the child who takes a peek at the internet password and connects with his personal device.  Maybe a young child then sees his inappropriate content. (yeah, that hasn't happened yet)
   What about the special needs child?  The children with ADHD or anger issues?  It already is the first defense for doctors to medicate children too young to say anything different.  I have my own issues with man-made medication and the too young brain but I will digress for now, this is about the Ipads.  Not all children with issues take medication and not all medication works all the time.  I have a five year old that picks up chairs and throws them, what if the next time its someone's Ipad?  And, what is with this new way to access the internet?  They will not be able to access facebook or twitter but yes to YouTube!  Tell me there is no way for my 9 yr old to see naked videos. Tell me she can't see any snuff films?  How about video game walk throughs for violent games?  Yeah, ok. 
    Here is a place my paranoid mind goes.  Doesn't the Ipad have a webcam?  Ridley says they will not activate it but how do we really know they are not watching??  What about for that matter, child predators that may be have to hack into the Ipad via the internet and watch your child?  Take photos from the camera?  Disgusted yet? 
   Here is my #1 reason for being against this.  Ridley wants all students to have one but will not take responsibility in any way.  They expect the parents to shoulder the responsibility burden, while the device still belongs to Ridley.  Its like "here, you must stay in my house, follow my rules, pay the rent, fix anything you break, but its not yours it is still mine!"  Would you say, "ok!"??  Yeah right, but Ridley expects that from each Ridley parent.  The child MUST have an Ipad, the parent MUST pay a fee and take responsibility, Ridley MUST do nothing.  I dropped my own IPad several times and cracked it twice just in the first year!  What do you think a child will do?  So it worked with the focus groups?  Probably heavily monitored too. Kids break rules, kids test boundries.  That is how they learn what is right and wrong is by making mistakes. There is no way to say this pretty, it is simply wrong.  The problem is too many parents are all like, "oh, my child will need it to complete some homework that will be graded?  Then I have to let them have it.  And $30 to buy insurance against accidents? Ok, here's my $30." But unfortunately parents, the $30 doesn't protect much.  And only the first incident.  My family can't afford $30, $30 some weeks is enough to buy my family of four groceries for a week!  Yes, last week without having to buy breakfast and lunch for my youngest I spent $33 and change for one week's groceries.  So to me, $30 is ALOT!  
   Lets not forget about the 'hold harmless' agreement every parent will have to sign at Back to School night before their child can even use it in school.  Can we all guess what that will say? 

So to sum up, My kid NEEDS an iPad for homework which will be graded. 
                      I am solely responsible for anything that happens to the iPad.
                      I will pay any fees that Ridley deems appropriate
                      I have NO guarantee my kid will be protected from inappropriate content.
                      The iPad belongs to Ridley and NOT my kid

I am sorry Ridley, that is too much responsibility for my child.  I will not allow her to take responsibility for YOUR property.

Sincerly,

Angry Mom

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

20 August 2013

Hello all,  Its been about a month and I feel as though so much has happened.  Each day brings me closer to my goal and I am super excited for that result.  I still can not share my plan with you all but I can tell you the steps I have taken to reach that goal.  My friend Arlene, hooked me up with Credit Karma.com so I can monitor my credit.  It is heading me in the right direction to get that straightened out.  I found a great origami tulip that looks so awesome when I make it that I plan on letting that be my first item for sale.  I haven't figured out which platform I will use to sell my 'treasures' but will let you all know when I do.  I keep stealing my Aunt's mail and any newspapers I can get, I am also dismantling the old magazines from my magazine hunt days for whole pages I can use to make and fold into baskets and flowers.  LOL.  Its ALOT of fun and super easy.  I bought some 3 inch and 2 inch colored post it notes to make colorful tulips and flowers.  I will post some later on.  For some reason my phone is no longer auto uploading the pictures I take with my phone so my trash to treasure blog has been suffering.  I have so much on my plate I don't always get to everything every day.
I found some new ways to make swagbucks and have bought the rest of my IPad parts.  I have received my LCD screen, just waiting on my wifi cord and volume buttons to come in.  Hopefully my IPad doctor can repair it this time. 
Oh!  I bought a domain!  I am now at graphittienterprises.com  I get one free page with my domain and it is only limited to four apps but its a start!  I am excited about that.  Right now its just another presence on the net but I think the first thing I will do with it is to make a store front on that domain.  A store in which I sell all these little trinkets I make in my spare time.  Selling prices will be pretty low considering I am NOT a professional, everything is handmade and looks like it, and its all (or mostly) made out of what others would throw away.  I am super excited about this concept.  Another idea I have is to upload onto that site my preschool program I designed.  I am actually thinking of redesigning the letter book covers to make it my own.  And adding letter books for the phonetic sounds I have in my curriculum.
I'm not sure I told you already but I monetized my youtube videos and there are a few vids of Lila and Raven on there.  I can't monetize them all since some are with songs that are not mine on there.  But those that I can are.  There is also a vid or two of my nieces, a super cute video of my niece JuJu playing a kazoo and dancing.  It is so funny, but the noise in my apt when I recorded it made it less funny with sound.  I dunno, you can be the judge of that. 

Well folks, I think Im all talked out for now.  I will come back soon and let you in.  And, as always hit the donate button.  All monies go to buying my first home for my girls and I.  Thanks!

Thursday, June 27, 2013

27 June 2013

Sitting here at work thinking back on my days...  We tried to repair the screen to my IPad, I spent my mechanical Turk earnings to purchase the supplies on amazon.com but once the touchscreen was removed a extremely small crack in the LCD screen grew.  In the process of removing the touchscreen the WiFi cable and buttons cable got sliced.  So now I need a new LCD screen, buttons cable, and WiFi cable.  I might need a new back but i think I may survive without a new one. 
I have a GREAT idea for a food truck and am working on a business plan for it.  I have two avenues for getting a truck, one is to get a loan, which with my credit will never actually happen, or two - create a Kickstarter or similar account to raise money.  I first need to create the business plan in order to know how much money I need to start it.  The problem I face right now is I am unsure as to my food truck needs.  Some things I know but alot I don't.  I know nothing really of food trucks, what the are equipped with and size is not something I can visualize easily so I don't know how big of a truck I need.  I know what type of food I need and should probably start there. 
I heard from one of my besties, Arlene.  We talked for like 2 hours, it was really great to hear from her.  Hopefully it wont be as long before hearing from her again.  She got me hooked up with CreditKarma for free and i am gonna work on my credit to get it cleaned up. 
Im thinking of applying to some preschool teacher or kindergarten teacher positions in or near Orlando so I can go back home.  With my Bachelors in Science and my 2 years of teaching this program I created I could do it.  The reality and feasibility of this choice is freaking me a bit.  Not sure if I am ready for that kind of change in my life right now no matter how badly I want it.  Maybe I will wait it out one more year.  I would really like to find a person to take over and help my Aunt the way I do, someone she can count on and can do my job also.  Not sure if that person exists but I think that taking another year to find that person might be right, maybe I will be ready to move for the 2014 - 2015 school year.  Another year of prek teaching experience wont hurt at all. 
Raven is finally making friends and is gonna go out on her first girl (no adults) outing to the mall with her cousin Ellie, Ellie's friend Amanda, and Stevie (another friend of Ellie's who works at Developing Minds and is becoming friends with Raven too). Which is another reason I don't wanna pack up again in a few months.  I want her to have some real friends, and uprooting her right now might not be good.  I am sure she would understand and she would do it cause it meant going back to Sierra who she loves the most but she is finally being social and getting out in the world.  Not so sure I wanna disrupt that.  All this talking has made half a plan for me which just might be doable.  I think its a great idea but not so sure I wanna share just now which means, subject change!
I am writing quite a bit on my book and have so much history created that will probably never be used I am contemplating a history novel.  I imagine something like what Christopher Tolkien did for his father after his death being my daughter.  Its all very cool and interesting to create a town/village from scratch, to make a history for the village and create generations, marriages, births and deaths.  My charactors in part one of my book are the fifth generation of the village.  The book takes place at the 75th anniversary of the village I created.  75yrs of history and four generations is NOT easy or simple.  The hardest part, believe it or not, is working in death dates  LOL.  But I will get there.  I love this book and I love these characters.  It all flows so easily.  It also has quite a bit of me in it and those that are around me. 
One more thing before I head off to lunch, I found my Amiee's youtube channel.  She posted a few videos of her talking to the camera.  The first time I saw them I cried all day.  I cried because sitting there watching her talk to the camera I could pretend she was talking to me, sharing her problems with me and sharing those things that she is passionate about.  Those that know how precious that is or know how long I have been waiting for something like that will understand why it hit me so powerfully.  I so wanna be a part of her life but until she wants the same I can do nothing but hope and pray.  
I could go on and on talking to you about all that has gone on but I do need to get back to work and feed some kids for lunch.  Love all of you, love where I am in my life right now and looking forward to changes I will be making in the coming months. 

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Growing Dandelions

Anyone who knows me knows I love and are very passionate about what most consider weeds.  Dandelions are considered weeds cause they kill grass which for some apparently are desireable.  Grass when uniformly cut and lush looks very nice but you can't eat it or survive on it.  Dandelions you can and they are the only plant I know that literally looks two different ways.  One as a flower and one full of seeds.  These remarkable plants also can grow in any conditions.   So, I brought a dandelion home that was bursting with seeds and put it inside an empty tea container.  I added dirt from outside, no fertilizers or special elements in any way.  I wet the dirt and now I wait.

Here is a pic of the first day.  Then I watered.  April 20th, 2013


The first buds appeared on May 1st, 2013.  The stem you see is the dandelion I dumped into the bottle before adding the dirt from which I got the seeds.  


May 3rd, 2013 - As you can see many seeds sprouted nicely.  I have no watered since the first day as the soil still looks very wet.  I am keeping it outside and did not cut the bottle at all but there is no cap on.



May 21st, 2013 



More pictures to come as they grow.  

27 June 2013 - so my dandelions are officially dead.  The storms that came through in the past few weeks have drowned my dandelions.  Dumbass me forgot to poke holes in the bottom of the container so they got too much water.   I guess I need to wait until next year.  I still have the bottle on my back porch so if there is any activity I will update you.  *sad face. 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

21 April 2013

I created a new Home Page where people can find all my blogs.  I am creating Graphitti Enterprises as my parent company.  I am starting a new venture now that I have graduated from college with my Bachelors.  That is transforming trash to treasures,  you can find that blog here.  No real explanations yet just pictures of the items I have created from trash.  Right now I am transforming paper into bowls.  We used Raven's gift cards from Amazon and ordered bottle caps but she spends all of her time drawing these days she doesn't even have time for reading.  We haven't gone to the library for books in 4 weeks.  It is all DS and drawing.  But its her life and she can spend her free time any way she wants.  I still haven't heard from my Angel, but I have waited 16 yrs I can give her a few more.  It has to be in her time not mine.  I got my first direct referral on my Clicksia and Incentria PTC sites.  I am up to $60 on my mechanical turk account doing mini jobs.  I complete mini jobs on Neobux also to up my cents to renew and recycle referrals.  I've uploaded a few new classes of papers to my School Paper blog.  My Lila is venturing outside on her own for the first time, I am very nervous for her but I pray she will be ok and that her guardian angel watches over her and brings her home safe.  This is me, signing off for now.  Talk at you all again soon.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

14 February 2013

Well Happy Valentine's Day to all!  Again its been a while since I checked in.  I am on week 3 of my second to last class of my Bachelors Degree.  Yesterday I turned 40, my Aunt took me and Eric to eat at the local all you can eat buffet, and got me a strawberry swirl cheesecake.  I bought myself a cheesecake sampler and some red velvet cupcakes for my class.  I can't believe all these anonymous posters are hitting up my thanksgiving post with all kinds of irrelevant postings generally designed to promote their own website.  It is standard practice for people trying to promote their own blog but totally wrong in my opinion.  If you are gonna promote your blog you should at least read the blog on which you are making your post and make it relevant to what the post actually is taking about.  So stupid. 
I am on the third book of the Dark Matters series by Phillip Pullman.  I was pretty pissed at his writing ability at the end of book 2 and was praying as I got into the third book some of the disconnected pieces would start making sense along the way.  Some of it has indeed started straightening out.  I am thinking of creating another blog containing book summaries of all the books I read.  I may make it accessible by Raven too cause she reads alot.  It might be interesting to see how the blog shapes up with her and I creating blogs on books we read.  We read about one book at day currently, sometimes only 3 to 5 a week.  Im gonna ask her.
Well, I will sign off for now.  See y'all in a bit!!